“Someday”

I’m not feeling well
Yet, i’m still fighting

Feeling exhausted
But still working

I feel so broke
Yet, i’m smiling

Spreading positive thoughts
Even though I feel so negative

Telling myself the truth
Yet, i’m lying to everyone

Vibing with others
But I can’t vibe on my own

Feeling such disappointment to my self
Stuck between yes you can and no, you can’t

I don’t want to continue
But I need to

Life’s maybe unfair
But we get used to

So I’ve tried to be better
And told to myself

Maybe one day, maybe one day
All this feelings will sort out

And I will live my life
Like I didn’t go through this situation

And I will be happy to share this
Even though it almost kills me.