Lost myself

I lost myself again and this time I can no longer find it.

Been asking myself a million times “Who am I ” and I can’t even answer it.

All I want is to be happy but pain is embracing me.

Been staring myself in the mirror and I can’t recognize who is it.

Been reading all my written works and I can’t even remember that I wrote it.

I lost myself again and this time I can no longer find it.

My tears fell down and I didn’t noticed it.

I am in too much pain and I didn’t even realized it.

All I want is to be happy but pain is embracing me.

Been suffering for to long and I can no longer feel it.

Been walking on a pointed edge of a thousand knives and I’m even aware of it.

I lost myself again and this time I can no longer find it.

Been ripped a million times and I can no longer fix it.

I can no longer even find the missing pieces of it.

All I want is to be happy but pain is embracing me.

Been gazing at my own photograph thinking why I’m smilling in it.

Been listening to my songs and I can’t even feel my emotions towards it.

I lost myself again and this time I can no longer find it.

All I want is to be happy but pain is embracing me.

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