Im finding it extremely difficult finishing off the college year online. Up until the closure of college i was a straight A student now im so lost, and feel that im so far behind. I know this is new to everyone and our lecturers are doing the best they can but for me failing is not an option its my future career thats at steak and i studied so hard for it. Because our time tables got changed im not able to attend all of the live classes so im relying on the recordings ( the joys of working on the front line) maybe im just being to critical of nyself and im probably doing better than i feel. At the same time im very lucky i feel so sorry for the leaving cert students being left in limbo not knowing when there exams will be or even if they are going ahead.